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POEMS

RELUCTANCE

Why deny the feelings inside?

A feeling so pure when you look into my eyes.

I know it's there because I feel it too;

I feel it at every thought & moment spent spent with you.

Maybe I've just been alone to long;

or maybe this time 4 letters are strong.

For some reason, though, I see the reluctance;

I see the want, but lack of actions.

It's as if you want to speak, but can't muster the courage. I see the wheels turning, but you give in to denial.

Am I to much or are you just scared?

Scared of something real for once.

Fear of success will leave you a mess,

and worst of all you'll settle for less.

Maybe I'm not the man I claim to be;

But for once, take a chance and just try me!

I'm not perfect by any means,

But I'm more than the rest, and THATS garaunteed!

Vanity

I don't understand why there was sudden change

Everything seemed to be going fine, but now my minds in chains

Held captive by the raging tides and beaten so much that pains a bless

As my mind is tortured; my heart becomes a mess

Silly mind games are simply just that; but matters of the heart are no games,

mere moments of facts lies cannot entertain

Only the meek can unstand whats said

But those who try will surely be fed

I put alot of effort in being entertaining and keep the mood light

But to come up empty handed maket a pointless strive

I'm not a man with a taste for waste

So to be a witness to constant "shit" is getting to me a its hard to breathe

As my mind gets fucced, my heart gets weak

because now I see the problem is me

There are no gray areas when it comes to how I am

I'm hot or I'm cold

I'm not young nor am I old

I'm everything you don't need to be

Yet I'm the one the world must see

I'm everything you're not and that makes you so mad

So why tis it I whos getting so sad?

My mind is held captive by the things I see

So now I wait to for a chance to flee

This crazy world filled with vanity

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